Saturday, May 31, 2008
hmm..dun intend to come online at this time de..stupid RJ lo...need do so bo bian then jiu shun bian post lo..lol...
just came home bahx...went out wit emily n guys to chinatown after my sch to caren n her sis shop...hmm...bought a pair of shoes...love it lots...n also reserve bag n dress...omg..i am broke le..haix...pay faster come..then i also gonna go do rebornding...lol...no money le!! ARGH!! who wanna support mi sia..lol...
but i think as long as i am happie...money is just a small fry..lol...cos i bought the things i love...yeah...next week after pay i guess 2 daes will be gone...sob...think my mother gonna kill me! shit...lol....now its time for mi to work hard n earn lots of money...saving for the taiwan or hong kong trip wit my cousins...
tml still need work n maybe going k wit pris they all bahx..i shall go slp now....nites....
just came home bahx...went out wit emily n guys to chinatown after my sch to caren n her sis shop...hmm...bought a pair of shoes...love it lots...n also reserve bag n dress...omg..i am broke le..haix...pay faster come..then i also gonna go do rebornding...lol...no money le!! ARGH!! who wanna support mi sia..lol...
but i think as long as i am happie...money is just a small fry..lol...cos i bought the things i love...yeah...next week after pay i guess 2 daes will be gone...sob...think my mother gonna kill me! shit...lol....now its time for mi to work hard n earn lots of money...saving for the taiwan or hong kong trip wit my cousins...
tml still need work n maybe going k wit pris they all bahx..i shall go slp now....nites....
Labels: I AM BROKE =(
12:12 AM
Thursday, May 29, 2008
hmm...todae went to sch...but then pon halfway..lol..
cos i dunno how to do n great minds think alike for mi n yuki...the min starts the lesson... we was stunt cos we dun understand wad that stupid faci was talking..just kept asking questions..lol..then we decided to pon during the second break...also join together wit joe, jean, cherine and kristen...lol..
the 6 of us when to eat pasta mania and then headed to watch movie..."Sex and the city"...lol.. it was a nice show..laughing all the way...but their relationship is realli so realistic to the world...hmm..makes mi rmb him bahx..
then after the show...we go seperate ways and headed home...n now..watching tv and just finish my RJ...haix...think i wont do well for this module bahx...sadded arh....
cos i dunno how to do n great minds think alike for mi n yuki...the min starts the lesson... we was stunt cos we dun understand wad that stupid faci was talking..just kept asking questions..lol..then we decided to pon during the second break...also join together wit joe, jean, cherine and kristen...lol..
the 6 of us when to eat pasta mania and then headed to watch movie..."Sex and the city"...lol.. it was a nice show..laughing all the way...but their relationship is realli so realistic to the world...hmm..makes mi rmb him bahx..
then after the show...we go seperate ways and headed home...n now..watching tv and just finish my RJ...haix...think i wont do well for this module bahx...sadded arh....
7:49 PM
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
back from work..todae time pass realli fast lo...
start work at 4...beginning was slack then out of nowhere the crowd come n i was so damn busy lahx...then we gt so many order to complete..lol.. wan to rest also cannot lo....but then when i look at the time is like already 7 liao..woo..fast wor..lol...happie working bahx..lol...
hmm...then after work then i realise tt my leg realli kena sprain le..think is cos ytd fall down bahx...hmm...sadded..dunno y suddenly walking will pain lo...sob...
n also had a great sms wit cheewei my gan kor...n i realise actually patience is the key to everything n also in relationship...he show mi enlightenment...hmm..thx wor...n i have given myself sometime to wait for him...maybe till july or wad bahx...i dun wanna regret so does he will wan to regret..so give ourself sometime bahx...maybe tt is the onli way...btw i gt support from my gan kor..so i will WAIT!!!
suddenly...i miss my DEAR BROTHER...hmmm....so long i last saw him..think was 2 weeks ago bahx...when mother dae i think....cos of his outfield he cant come home...i miss him...then just onli msg him..told him mi n mummy miss him..he replied n sae he misses us too!! hmm..its been so long he sae he miss us...haix...kor...i realli miss ur laughter n the joke when u at home..faster come home!!! hehe..n he will book out tml nite...YEAH!!
i shall end here bahx....=)
start work at 4...beginning was slack then out of nowhere the crowd come n i was so damn busy lahx...then we gt so many order to complete..lol.. wan to rest also cannot lo....but then when i look at the time is like already 7 liao..woo..fast wor..lol...happie working bahx..lol...
hmm...then after work then i realise tt my leg realli kena sprain le..think is cos ytd fall down bahx...hmm...sadded..dunno y suddenly walking will pain lo...sob...
n also had a great sms wit cheewei my gan kor...n i realise actually patience is the key to everything n also in relationship...he show mi enlightenment...hmm..thx wor...n i have given myself sometime to wait for him...maybe till july or wad bahx...i dun wanna regret so does he will wan to regret..so give ourself sometime bahx...maybe tt is the onli way...btw i gt support from my gan kor..so i will WAIT!!!
suddenly...i miss my DEAR BROTHER...hmmm....so long i last saw him..think was 2 weeks ago bahx...when mother dae i think....cos of his outfield he cant come home...i miss him...then just onli msg him..told him mi n mummy miss him..he replied n sae he misses us too!! hmm..its been so long he sae he miss us...haix...kor...i realli miss ur laughter n the joke when u at home..faster come home!!! hehe..n he will book out tml nite...YEAH!!
i shall end here bahx....=)
Labels: patience is my key now...
10:20 PM
hmmm..todae is 28 le...time passes so fast...
back to ytd...
after sch went to meet emily and then brought to her sch which is HANA academy..
listen to caren and other speakers talk about AMWAY...heard before and i enjoy the talk of the workshop...maybe next time i shall go n noe more of it...
as for todae is a wed...no sch for mi but gt work..asked to start work at 4 later..lol..dunno till wad time so come post first...hmm...anyway...todae is his birthdae...lorenzo lee...
HAPPIE 19th BIRTHDAE to him..
may everything goes smoothly for him n dun so stress...miss you!
back to ytd...
after sch went to meet emily and then brought to her sch which is HANA academy..
listen to caren and other speakers talk about AMWAY...heard before and i enjoy the talk of the workshop...maybe next time i shall go n noe more of it...
as for todae is a wed...no sch for mi but gt work..asked to start work at 4 later..lol..dunno till wad time so come post first...hmm...anyway...todae is his birthdae...lorenzo lee...
HAPPIE 19th BIRTHDAE to him..
may everything goes smoothly for him n dun so stress...miss you!
Labels: happie bdae n i miss u..
12:50 PM
Monday, May 26, 2008
post post post...hmm...todae was a good dae for me bahx..
everything was so smoothly...for my team.. lol... then was having fun in class and stuff...
starting to get used to the life le..lol...
then after sch...meet weicong for movie..went to westmall and watch the show called drillbit taylor..lol..it was funny lahx..lol...can watch bahx..not too bad..lol...recently meet up with almost all my long lost friend..lol...but it was fun bahx..
hmm...sian...tml gt stupid UT..so tired realli dun wanna go sch lo...
OH YA!!! CONGRATS TO AH SENG!! passing his car license todae..lol..so happie for him lo...hmm.. wonder will i also pass my theory this time? hope so bahx..lol...
A HAPPIE DAE FOR ME! =)
everything was so smoothly...for my team.. lol... then was having fun in class and stuff...
starting to get used to the life le..lol...
then after sch...meet weicong for movie..went to westmall and watch the show called drillbit taylor..lol..it was funny lahx..lol...can watch bahx..not too bad..lol...recently meet up with almost all my long lost friend..lol...but it was fun bahx..
hmm...sian...tml gt stupid UT..so tired realli dun wanna go sch lo...
OH YA!!! CONGRATS TO AH SENG!! passing his car license todae..lol..so happie for him lo...hmm.. wonder will i also pass my theory this time? hope so bahx..lol...
A HAPPIE DAE FOR ME! =)
Labels: oh happie happie dae...
8:49 PM
Sunday, May 25, 2008
hmm...back from work..so tired..todae is realli a busy dae for me...suddenly like so many ppl come at one time..idiot customer lo...make mi so tired run here n there..lol...nthing much on today...
hmm..backdate to fri...
went out wit emily and then we went chinatown eat xiao long bao..nt too bad bahx..then went to find her friend at the shop...n i tempted to buy shirt..lol...striking yellow tshirt..lol..then after tt when to mac and chit chat...
next on sat...
went to work as usual..then at nite...went out wit kokseng...haha...didnt noe he damn idiot lucky lahx...tio the lucky draw thingy then before we went watching movie...we went arcade..then i sae he wont be able to catch the doggie n the first time he caught it..damn lucky him lo..idiot..then we went to watch indiana jones..okie lahx..abit funny...tired..
ps: sometimes i wonder u read my blog mahx? tag me? hmm..i guess maybe i fall into the trap whereby i dun wanna let go..maybe i am stubborn but i just dun wanna regret..once its gone..there wont be a second chance again....
i miss you!
hmm..backdate to fri...
went out wit emily and then we went chinatown eat xiao long bao..nt too bad bahx..then went to find her friend at the shop...n i tempted to buy shirt..lol...striking yellow tshirt..lol..then after tt when to mac and chit chat...
next on sat...
went to work as usual..then at nite...went out wit kokseng...haha...didnt noe he damn idiot lucky lahx...tio the lucky draw thingy then before we went watching movie...we went arcade..then i sae he wont be able to catch the doggie n the first time he caught it..damn lucky him lo..idiot..then we went to watch indiana jones..okie lahx..abit funny...tired..
ps: sometimes i wonder u read my blog mahx? tag me? hmm..i guess maybe i fall into the trap whereby i dun wanna let go..maybe i am stubborn but i just dun wanna regret..once its gone..there wont be a second chance again....
i miss you!
Labels: i realli miss u...
9:48 PM
Thursday, May 22, 2008
SIAN ARH...nthing to do so decided to come blogging...hmm...
sick sick sick..stupid sickness keep coming back to look for me..i noe my sickness miss mi but i hate them come visit me...lol...sound stupid rite...maybe i think i am stupid bahx..
out of sudden..i missed him...dunno y...just wanting to hear his voice as well...haix...i noe now its too late for everything...but..nvm...forget it...i must endure bahx...hmmm...
hmm...tml meeting emily go meet her friends..lol...should be fun bahx....as long as nt at home..lol...dunno y just hate being alone...i just wan someone to be there for me bahx.... lucky i gt my best n close friends to be wit..thx arh..too many to mention le...but some of u noe who u r..love ya guys! muackx.. =)
sick sick sick..stupid sickness keep coming back to look for me..i noe my sickness miss mi but i hate them come visit me...lol...sound stupid rite...maybe i think i am stupid bahx..
out of sudden..i missed him...dunno y...just wanting to hear his voice as well...haix...i noe now its too late for everything...but..nvm...forget it...i must endure bahx...hmmm...
hmm...tml meeting emily go meet her friends..lol...should be fun bahx....as long as nt at home..lol...dunno y just hate being alone...i just wan someone to be there for me bahx.... lucky i gt my best n close friends to be wit..thx arh..too many to mention le...but some of u noe who u r..love ya guys! muackx.. =)
10:27 PM
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
back to posting again...
hmm..now wad should i post lehx?? todae is wed..nthing to do..by right suppose to work but then due to miscommunication my boss misunderstand my msg...then so i also sick le..so i request nt to work todae..lol...then went to find mummy at her workplace..stayed for awhile then came home...too boring le..nthing to do...haix...
hmm...backdate to ytd also...have a long chat smsing with cheewei...n then he became my god brother..lol..so funny....thx to him...helping me to nt thinking of someone...nt sae dun think le..is nt as much as before....finally made up my decision and realise maybe he is nt my fate...or maybe in future...
it is onli the matter of time bahx...maybe i am suay or maybe i dun suit him...maybe i am nt a good gf as well... haix...but then just let the time be my medicine bahx...give both of us some time to cool down is also a good thing...n also since is just the beginning of the relationship...might as well dun hurt mi even more...maybe wad he is doing is right...i didnt blame him but always myself bahx..maybe this is taurus...
hmm...stop talking abt my sad stuff...now feeling so sick sia...actually having sore throat then starting to have cough and then followed by flu...shit sia....big sickness is on its way...hmm...how should i kill this sickness!!!!
anyway..todae is 21st of may...it is MELISSA birthdae..
happie sweet 18th bdae to her!!
hmm..now wad should i post lehx?? todae is wed..nthing to do..by right suppose to work but then due to miscommunication my boss misunderstand my msg...then so i also sick le..so i request nt to work todae..lol...then went to find mummy at her workplace..stayed for awhile then came home...too boring le..nthing to do...haix...
hmm...backdate to ytd also...have a long chat smsing with cheewei...n then he became my god brother..lol..so funny....thx to him...helping me to nt thinking of someone...nt sae dun think le..is nt as much as before....finally made up my decision and realise maybe he is nt my fate...or maybe in future...
it is onli the matter of time bahx...maybe i am suay or maybe i dun suit him...maybe i am nt a good gf as well... haix...but then just let the time be my medicine bahx...give both of us some time to cool down is also a good thing...n also since is just the beginning of the relationship...might as well dun hurt mi even more...maybe wad he is doing is right...i didnt blame him but always myself bahx..maybe this is taurus...
hmm...stop talking abt my sad stuff...now feeling so sick sia...actually having sore throat then starting to have cough and then followed by flu...shit sia....big sickness is on its way...hmm...how should i kill this sickness!!!!
anyway..todae is 21st of may...it is MELISSA birthdae..
happie sweet 18th bdae to her!!
Labels: time will heal everything
6:30 PM
Monday, May 19, 2008
its been a dae le...trying to get use to the time without u...i feel so stupid...haix...sad...but nthing i can do...maybe just for the last time helping celebrate ur bdae? haix...nvm...
went to pass the things back to cheewei then to him...then have a great chat wit cheewei...keep asking mi dun sad...pat my head n sae i kelian..haix...all this used to it been said by friends le...but nthing can be done...
then went centerpoint find friends...so fun to be with...lucky gt them to be wit me...so love them always....then after tt meet seng...then pei him buy clothes then headed to vivo meet his friend...his friends is nice to be wit...also very friendly...hehe...
but realli thx seng...for always being there entertain me lo...if realli without u..i think i wont even live thru the pain...but i noe how u feel for ur prob...dun worry lahx...gt mi as ur friend be ur listening ears also...hmm...lets jiayou together bahx...
think i shall post till here bahx...the last time i sae " i miss u "....
ps: if u r reading my blog...i just wan to tell u...take care...if there is fate...we will still be together...so...i will leave to my fate.....
went to pass the things back to cheewei then to him...then have a great chat wit cheewei...keep asking mi dun sad...pat my head n sae i kelian..haix...all this used to it been said by friends le...but nthing can be done...
then went centerpoint find friends...so fun to be with...lucky gt them to be wit me...so love them always....then after tt meet seng...then pei him buy clothes then headed to vivo meet his friend...his friends is nice to be wit...also very friendly...hehe...
but realli thx seng...for always being there entertain me lo...if realli without u..i think i wont even live thru the pain...but i noe how u feel for ur prob...dun worry lahx...gt mi as ur friend be ur listening ears also...hmm...lets jiayou together bahx...
think i shall post till here bahx...the last time i sae " i miss u "....
ps: if u r reading my blog...i just wan to tell u...take care...if there is fate...we will still be together...so...i will leave to my fate.....
Labels: starting to believe in fate...
11:00 PM
everything has come to the end...i nv knew this would happen again...haix...mood was realli down...once n once again was hurt...i need time to heal...haix...
promises to mi are all lies noe...none of it is true....i hate it...
although u ask mi to hate u instead of love u...i cant...i am nt like u...maybe heartless...haix...gt nthing to sae..disappointed...may not be posting current time...anything looking for mi call my hp....haix................
promises to mi are all lies noe...none of it is true....i hate it...
although u ask mi to hate u instead of love u...i cant...i am nt like u...maybe heartless...haix...gt nthing to sae..disappointed...may not be posting current time...anything looking for mi call my hp....haix................
Labels: i am so stupid...
11:04 AM
Saturday, May 17, 2008
haix...its a sat le...couldnt slp...so decided to come online then nthing to do...so come posting...
ytd after our lessons..went out wit my classmates...we went all the way down to chinatown and eat dim sum...it was realli fun to be with them...they reali brighten the whole atmosphere...however..my mood was abit down...actually didnt realli wanna go but then i think wad if i come home wad will i do...also nthing...so might as well i just go relax and enjoy..
after eating we went to tour the chinatown..lol...abit funny but interesting...more pics is coming up...haix...then i didnt realli talk much after the dinner...i bet some of u noes...haix...i realli dunno wad to do...gonna break down but i am trying hard not to...i realli dun wanna increase ur burden and also making u feel that i am pressuring u...i realli didnt...
between i just wanna be there for u and comfort u but once n once...i feeling so empty feeling so lost from u...it felt as if something is in between us....i realli dunno wad am i going to do...i nt sure will u be reading my blog...but if u do..i just wanna u noe...i realli realli dun wish to quarrel n i didnt mean to threaten or pressure u but i just wan to be wit u...full stop...i realli wan to c u...
ytd went mi n my friend watching movie...the moment u msg mi...i was realli happie...realli happie that u care for me again...i realli hope this will continue or even let the time stop there....haix...when can we be back to the last time the happie moment where we can forget all this sad things...and start all over again...can we? haix...
now its time for me to go prepare to go work liao...if u read my blog..all i could just wish for is ur msg or even meeting mi tonite after my work..i will be waiting................................
ytd after our lessons..went out wit my classmates...we went all the way down to chinatown and eat dim sum...it was realli fun to be with them...they reali brighten the whole atmosphere...however..my mood was abit down...actually didnt realli wanna go but then i think wad if i come home wad will i do...also nthing...so might as well i just go relax and enjoy..
after eating we went to tour the chinatown..lol...abit funny but interesting...more pics is coming up...haix...then i didnt realli talk much after the dinner...i bet some of u noes...haix...i realli dunno wad to do...gonna break down but i am trying hard not to...i realli dun wanna increase ur burden and also making u feel that i am pressuring u...i realli didnt...
between i just wanna be there for u and comfort u but once n once...i feeling so empty feeling so lost from u...it felt as if something is in between us....i realli dunno wad am i going to do...i nt sure will u be reading my blog...but if u do..i just wanna u noe...i realli realli dun wish to quarrel n i didnt mean to threaten or pressure u but i just wan to be wit u...full stop...i realli wan to c u...
ytd went mi n my friend watching movie...the moment u msg mi...i was realli happie...realli happie that u care for me again...i realli hope this will continue or even let the time stop there....haix...when can we be back to the last time the happie moment where we can forget all this sad things...and start all over again...can we? haix...
now its time for me to go prepare to go work liao...if u read my blog..all i could just wish for is ur msg or even meeting mi tonite after my work..i will be waiting................................
9:33 AM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
heyy heyy....back to posting..gt good news oh....finally gotten reply from the person and i got the new job..yeah...so happie...starting work at this sat...raffles city shopping centre..level 3...push cart..come look for mi oh...lol...although the pay was a little low for me but i dun mind...cos i guess this will be fun...n its casual wear...i just dun like wearing promoter de full black dressing bahx..lol...
next...hmm...guess i wont sae anything yet bahx..but just hoping tml i am able to meet my loved dear...missing him realli lots...wishing to catch a movie wit him..its been awhile since we last watch movie together bahx...waiting for good news...
last but nt least...tml will be a great dae bahx...cos its our first class gathering oh...actually abit being force but then nvm...gt my clicks to be with..lol...we r going to eat dim sum in the evening after sch..funny rite..lol...nvm...hope everything will be fine n cheering mi up! =))
next...hmm...guess i wont sae anything yet bahx..but just hoping tml i am able to meet my loved dear...missing him realli lots...wishing to catch a movie wit him..its been awhile since we last watch movie together bahx...waiting for good news...
last but nt least...tml will be a great dae bahx...cos its our first class gathering oh...actually abit being force but then nvm...gt my clicks to be with..lol...we r going to eat dim sum in the evening after sch..funny rite..lol...nvm...hope everything will be fine n cheering mi up! =))
8:45 PM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
this is my second post for the dae...didnt went to work...haix...cos raining...maybe its heaven's will nt to let mi start work todae...n so i rested and stay at home for the whole dae...beginning was watching show....n i rotted for the whole dae...
all i wishing was just a msg from u bahx...but i noe u wont...cos u need time to cool down...n so i waited again...i have been waiting since the dae we started...n i will continue to wait...rite now i am blogging this is all cos of my emotion n deep inside my heart that i wanted to sae wanted to tell u how i feel...it is realli terrible...i realli feel very xing ku...u have realli enter into my world....my mood was realli down...
sometimes i realli wonder...is it my stubborness cause me to have this to happen....all i can do is just to sae sorri n sorri n sorri....i have think for the whole dae n cried for the past few daes...like my close friend ah seng...who have the same horoscope as mi..told me...taurus was a stubborn cow and all taurus will be die cos of love....n taurus will always be the one suffering n giving in...which is like wanting the other partner to be happie n we will be happie...
for me...ya...i will be like him as well as the character of taurus...as long as you r happie n so i am...i respect all ur decision...i would rather be the one suffering than letting u suffering...but all i wan to tell u is that...no matter wad..i wish to be by ur side and hoping to be wit u forever...n i will wait, wait n still wait.....
all i wishing was just a msg from u bahx...but i noe u wont...cos u need time to cool down...n so i waited again...i have been waiting since the dae we started...n i will continue to wait...rite now i am blogging this is all cos of my emotion n deep inside my heart that i wanted to sae wanted to tell u how i feel...it is realli terrible...i realli feel very xing ku...u have realli enter into my world....my mood was realli down...
sometimes i realli wonder...is it my stubborness cause me to have this to happen....all i can do is just to sae sorri n sorri n sorri....i have think for the whole dae n cried for the past few daes...like my close friend ah seng...who have the same horoscope as mi..told me...taurus was a stubborn cow and all taurus will be die cos of love....n taurus will always be the one suffering n giving in...which is like wanting the other partner to be happie n we will be happie...
for me...ya...i will be like him as well as the character of taurus...as long as you r happie n so i am...i respect all ur decision...i would rather be the one suffering than letting u suffering...but all i wan to tell u is that...no matter wad..i wish to be by ur side and hoping to be wit u forever...n i will wait, wait n still wait.....
Labels: waiting...
6:33 PM
back to post le..haix...recently quarrel wit my dear le..haix...i didnt mean to quarrel...i wan to be understanding but then sometimes i have this pheobia....cause by last time...haix...then this has become the misunderstanding le...sorri my dear...
after the quarrel, we seems to be drifted apart...i promised nt to anyhow think anyhow presume...haix...but all i wan is back to last time our sweet moment bahx..i am realli scare..reali scare that history would happen...you would once again choose to leave me..i dun wan n i dun wish...sorri...
past few daes i have been mood down and also i am sick...i dun wanna think of anything but maybe ur care n concern...but i noe i am still ur gf n all u need maybe time to calm down...maybe for now i wont bother u till the dae u decided to msg mi bahx....sorri my dear...i miss ya!
after the quarrel, we seems to be drifted apart...i promised nt to anyhow think anyhow presume...haix...but all i wan is back to last time our sweet moment bahx..i am realli scare..reali scare that history would happen...you would once again choose to leave me..i dun wan n i dun wish...sorri...
past few daes i have been mood down and also i am sick...i dun wanna think of anything but maybe ur care n concern...but i noe i am still ur gf n all u need maybe time to calm down...maybe for now i wont bother u till the dae u decided to msg mi bahx....sorri my dear...i miss ya!
Labels: all i wan is just u
12:16 PM
Monday, May 12, 2008
todae is a new dae of this week...
backdate to sat bahx...sat went out wit ah seng..pei him go make his driving stuff...then we chat as we walk...quite fun lahx..cos long time no meet up n chat liao...n he is realli damn skinny sia..seng arh..eat more arh.....then next he drop mi back to amk cos i celebrating mother dae wit my kor n mummy...went to eat dian xiao er..no ppl at tt time..lol...damn full...then after tt pei mummy go home le...sian...
ytd sun, didnt go out as well..neither meeting my dear...both of us was sick le...take good care my dear...n mi myself headach for the whole dae..maybe nt enough slp bahx..then rested for whole dae...dunno wan do wad but just watch tv....miss you my dear...realli....
then now mondae...didnt turn up for sch also...nt feeling well still..headach, giddy n some.....ya...so i rather stay at home rest bahx...n i was ask to work from this wed le..haix....dun realli wan to work sia...maybe too long nv go back work..then now go back work somemore is tangs where i nv work b4..even more sian...but no choice..i need money to survive...n so..my time to be wit him is even lesser...hoping we will still be the same... =)
backdate to sat bahx...sat went out wit ah seng..pei him go make his driving stuff...then we chat as we walk...quite fun lahx..cos long time no meet up n chat liao...n he is realli damn skinny sia..seng arh..eat more arh.....then next he drop mi back to amk cos i celebrating mother dae wit my kor n mummy...went to eat dian xiao er..no ppl at tt time..lol...damn full...then after tt pei mummy go home le...sian...
ytd sun, didnt go out as well..neither meeting my dear...both of us was sick le...take good care my dear...n mi myself headach for the whole dae..maybe nt enough slp bahx..then rested for whole dae...dunno wan do wad but just watch tv....miss you my dear...realli....
then now mondae...didnt turn up for sch also...nt feeling well still..headach, giddy n some.....ya...so i rather stay at home rest bahx...n i was ask to work from this wed le..haix....dun realli wan to work sia...maybe too long nv go back work..then now go back work somemore is tangs where i nv work b4..even more sian...but no choice..i need money to survive...n so..my time to be wit him is even lesser...hoping we will still be the same... =)
Labels: i dun wanna let u go...i miss u
12:41 PM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
bdae at night safari
my second bouquet
my 2 bouquets
my fav lovely blue bouquet
night safari
mi n farui
my bdae cake on 5 may
mi n pris [birthdae gals]
the five of us
the 3 gals
haix..i am officially 19 liao le...ytd went to sch then mel they all bought cake n celebrate for mi..thx wor...then had so much fun..kena cream n stuff..lol...then after sch went to my dear house...n he gave mi my loved blue flowers...lol...n also present..which is citigem de necklace wor...so pretty lahx...then who noes he bought mi another flower...walao..so touched lahx...but a waste of money cos nt enough vast sia....sian lo....
then he brought mi to eat dinner which is farmart for seafood and then we headed down to night safari...finally my night safari trip is here le..lol..enjoy wit him ytd..although is onli awhile but i am content le...thx dear for celebrating my bdae..soon will be ur turn le oh...n i will be planning...but sad thing lahx..the cam we bought sux..all the pic so blur n the lighting is nt good..haix....so nt much pic was taken...nvm..i just upload some pic bahx... enjoy!
btw next week most prob i am working le..damn sian arh!! argh.....i miss my dear.......
HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TO MY DIDI, ZHIQIAN [10 may]
my second bouquetmy 2 bouquetsmy fav lovely blue bouquetnight safari
mi n farui
my bdae cake on 5 maymi n pris [birthdae gals]
the five of usthe 3 galshaix..i am officially 19 liao le...ytd went to sch then mel they all bought cake n celebrate for mi..thx wor...then had so much fun..kena cream n stuff..lol...then after sch went to my dear house...n he gave mi my loved blue flowers...lol...n also present..which is citigem de necklace wor...so pretty lahx...then who noes he bought mi another flower...walao..so touched lahx...but a waste of money cos nt enough vast sia....sian lo....
then he brought mi to eat dinner which is farmart for seafood and then we headed down to night safari...finally my night safari trip is here le..lol..enjoy wit him ytd..although is onli awhile but i am content le...thx dear for celebrating my bdae..soon will be ur turn le oh...n i will be planning...but sad thing lahx..the cam we bought sux..all the pic so blur n the lighting is nt good..haix....so nt much pic was taken...nvm..i just upload some pic bahx... enjoy!
btw next week most prob i am working le..damn sian arh!! argh.....i miss my dear.......
HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TO MY DIDI, ZHIQIAN [10 may]
10:30 AM
Thursday, May 08, 2008
hohoho...this shall be my last post for my 18th yr old le..although still gt a few hours...but then i scare kena dc again...so now post first..haha...ytd went to watch movie with gan nu er...watching wad happen in vegas..damn nice n funny..lol..we both laugh like hell..lol...u guys should watch too...then at night something bad happen...dear told mi tml which is my bdae he going drink wit his buddy then i am so damn sad lahx...so i told him how i feel...n we manage to compromise..hehe...so its a happie ending rite..lol...yeah...once a yr my bdae..of cos its me biggest le worx..lol...
n now i am missing my dear...realli do..lol..n i now dunno tml will be going sch mahx...dun feel like going but then i dun wanna pon lehx..lol..wad should i do lehx? hmm...tonite decide again..lol...
anyway...
HAPPIE bIRTHDAE TO JAMIE N YEW KEE!! =D
n now i am missing my dear...realli do..lol..n i now dunno tml will be going sch mahx...dun feel like going but then i dun wanna pon lehx..lol..wad should i do lehx? hmm...tonite decide again..lol...
anyway...
HAPPIE bIRTHDAE TO JAMIE N YEW KEE!! =D
6:48 PM
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
heyy heyy..back to my posting le..hehe...this week i so happie wor..lol...cos my bdae is coming to town..lol..n guys reading my blog..dun worry..i am fine...no worries..i am strong too...lol...recently have been good bahx..lol...then ytd mondae after sch went down to ps to celebrate pris bdae...ended up together celebrate...lol..shocked bahx..cos like so damn early.. haha..but nvm...fun having wit my starhub friends...thx guys arh especially katie who will read my blog..lol...u the joker lahx..without u no fun..lol..dun forget next time i put bomb le..lol....
then ytd i think i had a dream...lol..guess wad..is tt i dreamt my dear told me something..he told me he held a gal hand..n he said nthing..then i was like wth..idiot...then he continue to sae nthing mahx...is like i am so damn angry n he didnt bothered...n the place it happen is jurong point...wth wth wth....lol..then i dunno wad happen liao cos morning le..then my dear morning msg mi cause mi wake up..disturb my dream..lol...then i told him..he said wont happen lahx..trust him..okie..i will..heng is just a dream..lol..
then todae by right after sch going celebrate wit jamie then ended up one of my friend cant make it...so i didnt go as well..dun wanna be jamie n her bf de lightbulb..so i dun wan go bahx...there shall be a next yr rite..lol...so by left..i stayed at home..lol....beginning to be veri tired le..but lucky tml no need go sch...off..i love wed lahx..so shiok..lol...k lahx...think i stop till here...
*HAPPIE BIRTHDAE PRIS CHUA & HAWA*
ps: will be uploading the pic again due to the stupid connection... =)
then ytd i think i had a dream...lol..guess wad..is tt i dreamt my dear told me something..he told me he held a gal hand..n he said nthing..then i was like wth..idiot...then he continue to sae nthing mahx...is like i am so damn angry n he didnt bothered...n the place it happen is jurong point...wth wth wth....lol..then i dunno wad happen liao cos morning le..then my dear morning msg mi cause mi wake up..disturb my dream..lol...then i told him..he said wont happen lahx..trust him..okie..i will..heng is just a dream..lol..
then todae by right after sch going celebrate wit jamie then ended up one of my friend cant make it...so i didnt go as well..dun wanna be jamie n her bf de lightbulb..so i dun wan go bahx...there shall be a next yr rite..lol...so by left..i stayed at home..lol....beginning to be veri tired le..but lucky tml no need go sch...off..i love wed lahx..so shiok..lol...k lahx...think i stop till here...
*HAPPIE BIRTHDAE PRIS CHUA & HAWA*
ps: will be uploading the pic again due to the stupid connection... =)
7:58 PM
Friday, May 02, 2008
hmm...long time no blog le..haix...promise nt to blog something sad but then now i just need to say out...its fri...but is no longer the fri that i have wanted n prolong...he went out wit his best buddy for reunion..should i be happie or should i be sad....i also dunno myself..nt sad but then angry? haix...i dunno...suddenly i feel so unsecured..i dunno y...n now i guess i am falling sick..but then...haix...dun wan bother him bahx..let him have fun...abit frastrated but then...wad can i do....tml then can meet him..n the time i spend wit him...one week by one week...lesser n lesser...n the msg i receive from him...becoming the history that happen..i realli scare..realli scare it will happen to me again...can u tell mi y..or am i mood swing again...headache...dun wanna blog anymore...
9:29 PM